I suppose the intent here is to just say goodbye.
The night before last was the culmination of a scenario which had led to tremendous IC and OOC confusion. Without being specific, I vented on OOC about my frustration. Staff got involved and I was voided. I have been considered bothersome on occasions prior, so this time, it was decided that I would be considered for a permanent ban. The votes came out in favor of that, so I can never return.
Words cannot adequately express the terrible grief I am going through right now due to this. I will miss the game and all of you so very much. Unable to leave bed, SD has become a fixture in my daily life and a reason to wake up in the morning. Now, that's gone over a misunderstanding and some upset for which I apologized profusely. I remember what life was like for me before Sindome, and the thought of returning to that is absolutely terrible. Unfortunately, I have begged staff to reconsider and received only silence in return. It appears they are set on upholding this decision, no matter the cost to me as a person.
If any of you would like to keep in contact, you can reach me at akoto470 on Steam. That is the most convenient route right now. Again, I will miss you all more than I can possibly express. Over the years, I have made some beloved and true friends thanks to SD, and we're now cut off from each other. My life trapped in bed is about to get much darker once more, at a time which is already crushing my spirit for other reasons. This was the straw on my back.
- Sybele's Player