.. you may wonder why am I worried, I'm worried because I've seen toxicity destroy a MOO, and I like this one... some may wonder why i'm even asking, well I have IC shit going on and you are seriously worrying my nerves.
|-||JMo||3m||I'm impotent man! Get away from me bitch!|
|-||Supermarket||2m||ya like fat boiiiiis?|
|-||TwistedAkai||1m||examine, @newbie, @rules|
|j||Johnny||1h||New Code Written Nightly. Not a GM.|
|a||Cerberus||4h||Head Builder & GM when I need to|
|And 31 more hiding and/or disguised|
There is no need to antagonize anyone.
Flax you are experiencing what is commonly known as 'IC/OOC Bleeding' when IC stuff starts to affect you OOC, sometimes its hard to fight this feeling. The most advisable thing to do is take break from the game, if you took this to xhelp, the admins might have decided to hose you as a way to force you take that break for your sake and theirs.
Generally speaking these kind of posts are not well received as you might have noticed, you can try addressing your concerns via email@example.com but maybe give it a day or two to let the bleeding pass before you do, so that you can express yourself with a clear head. But more often than not, taking a break from the game is what is most beneficial for everyone involved, even admins take breaks to put things in perspective.
Thanks, Ergoproxy. I don't even know what it was about but it was likely warranted. I will take a break, hope to see you all about in a week.
Some of you may be wondering what's got me bothered, it's past experiences lumping up. It's not fair of me to carry those here, but it's sort of a natural impulse to do so. I'll try to be more sensible in the future.