like the character realizing that theyre not in control, and its a greater power determining their every move? if not, would it ever be allowed to if a character runs into something that they cant explain. Ie. an actual game bug
No I'm just kidding, there's no Matrix or Ring stuff here.
But don't expect staff to validate your theory or anyone else to go along with it. In fact, should a character run about like this I would expect them to be ridiculed, mocked and for many to think them crazy. Some might try to cure them. Others might bully them. But that could be a fun angle for some players. Just have fun and be sure to respect the IC/OOC divide. No bringing OOC elements into the game - not even as a part of your character's delusions!