Let me start of saying I really like Sindome. The game is just plain awesome. Unfortunately I've hit a rut. I am plain bored with my character. To be fair, I'm an impatient person and have only been working with this character for 5 weeks.
I get that character's are supposed to have goals but I am having a hard time with this. So far it has been simply to become "really god at doing X". This is a terrible goal as, based on my limited knowledge of the game, the only way to get better at X is to accumulate UE and stay alive. That just isn't fun. All the same, I just don't see any opportunities coming my way and and am having a hard time thinking of ways of making money/drama beyond "offering my services". Even there I fall short because my character just doesn't have the skill (or so I believe) to be worth paying (when compared to other characters.
Still, I've managed to drum up a little business but this has led to a measly 900 chyen and zero excitement. I just don't know how to take my character from "surviving the grind" to living a life of excitement. I know that this has to do with me not managing my character right but just don't know where to go with this. Hell, I don't even know where i COULD go with my character since I just don't know what can or can't be done (I have been asking IC about this but have had mixed results).
Part of my thinks my problem is that I created a character that is living a life that parallels my own too much and I am tempted to just try again with a new character but I keep wondering if I am letting my impatience and ADD get the better of me.
Any advice would be great!